After a stressful morning of waiting on Wednesday, the 13th, I finally got a room in the hospital so I could be induced. After calling at 5:30 a.m., 8:00 a.m., 10:00 a.m. and noon, I was told to come right in. Of course even though I had been ready all morning, we still scrambled to get everything together and load the car. We got to the hospital at about 1:00.
We spent the first hour or so just doing paper work and hanging around the room. John was bored and I kept warning him the day would be very boring, as inductions could take a very long time. The doctor also checked me in the first hour and said I was still 2 cm dilated and about 80% effaced. He thought it would take between 12 and 24 hours. The L&D nurse was more optimistic and said I'd have the baby that day, before her shift ended at 10:00.
At about 2:15 p.m., they hooked up the IV and monitors and started the pitocin. I was having some mild contractions I couldn't feel before the pitocin even started, so that was encouraging. At about 3:30 I was checked again, and I was 3 cm dilated. The nurse and my doctor were encouraged that everything was moving along well. And since my doctor was there, he decided to break my water.
This is when things started happening - at least in the pain department. The actual breaking of the water wasn't too bad (except for the constant gushes and feeling like you're soaking the entire bed), but immediately afterwards, the contractions started coming on strong. They were coming about every 3 minutes, and they were painful immediately. I didn't expect that at all. So they started getting ready for the epidural - I don't even remember them asking if I was ready. And at 4:00, after only 30 minutes of painful contractions, I got my epidural. I'm sorry, but the epidural is the only way to go. Within 3 contractions, I could barely feel them anymore. It was wonderful. I felt so much better and it made things so much easier at that point. I couldn't have imagined going much longer without it. That's great that some women do, but not me.
So around 5:30 or so, I got checked again. This time I was at 5 cm, so they felt like everything was going really well and progressing fine. The only concern was that the baby still had not dropped. She was still -2 station - just where she had been for weeks and weeks. So I got checked again around 7:00 - and things weren't so great. I was still 5 cm and -2 station. At that point my doctor told me that he was pretty sure that a c-section was the way to go at this point. We had talked about it so much before anyway, so I wasn't too worried about it. He just didn't think she was going to fit through my pelvis. Even if her head got through, he was worried about her shoulders too. But he decided to just monitor 3 more contractions and see if I was truly in hard labor, and if I was, then we go to the c-section.
After 3 contractions, they saw that I was in hard labor, so they took off the pitocin and we decided to go for the c-section. At about 7:30 I was checked again by the L&D nurse, and lo and behold - I was all of a sudden 7 cm on my own, without the pitocin. But she was pretty sure the baby was still very high. So she called the doctor in again and he confirmed that I was 7 cm (which they thought was weird), but that she was still as high up as before, so we should move forward as planned.
Another woman ended up needing an emergency c-section at that time, so I had to wait a couple of more hours before I could be wheeled into surgery - by then I had John, my Mom and two girlfriends there to keep me company. It was nice because they could all just hang out in my room and we watched the American Idol results to pass the time. At about 9:30, they were ready for me.
I guess the c-section was pretty standard. It was soooo cold in the OR though and I shivered and cried the whole time. I didn't feel that nervous, but I guess I was a little bit. I was just so cold too, and I think that made me cry as well - probably all of the drugs too. John sat and held my hand and I was glad when I asked the doctor behind me if they had started cutting yet and he said they had - I definitely didn't feel it. I knew to wait for a big push on the higher part of my stomach - they said when that happens, they are pushing the baby out through the incision. Soon enough, they told me I was about to feel pressure and they did the big push - shortly after, I heard my baby cry and she was born at 10:14 p.m.
It was hard laying there not seeing and knowing what was going on. They finally cleaned her and then brought her around to a nurse that was on my side of the sheet, so I could at least see the nurse's back and knew my baby was right there. John finally got to watch too. He stood watching the nurse and she told us we had a beautiful baby. John turned to me and nodded and said "yes, she really is". It was the sweetest moment.
After what seemed like an eternity, John was finally able to pick her up and bring her to me - of course I couldn't touch her at that point as I was still being worked on, but I got to see her. She was beautiful. We posed for a picture and then John and I quickly agreed on the name - Ava Day. And then John went out to make the announcement to everyone waiting and to snap nursery pictures while she was being weighed and measured. She was 7 pounds, 6.4 ounces and 20 inches long.
So what had started as a bad day turned into the best day of our lives as our daughter was born. I finally got to hold her around midnight and it was the most precious memory in the world. I couldn't believe she was ours and that she was the little Chickpea that grew in my tummy all this time - and that she was finally here. And that she was perfect. Everything I have ever gone through with infertility and miscarriages was all brought to a sudden end and to an understanding - as my mom's friend said, it just took God awhile to give us the perfect baby.